whenilookinyoureyesi#039mjusthappyican
yeahwilllaughandwillcryandwillloseandwillwin
willgetthroughitandtoproveit,yeahwilldoitagain.
there#039sgloryinmysaddeststory..
lookatit,juststicksandbricks
makesyouwantmyhowlofpiecesthick
wherewegoandwherewe#039vebeen
thisain#039tparadisewe#039relivingin
it#039sadiamond,it#039sadirtyplasticpearl
uh,butain#039titabeautifulworld.
it#039sashamewhentheysaythat#039sit#039sbinnedonthesin
theycandiginthatgraveupand..aheads
there#039sakidwithadreamintheskyforhisstars
there#039sanotherfirstkiss,inthembackofsomecar.
turnourpageandwritethestory..」
我好怀念哥哥的吉他声,清脆撩人,每一个音符都这样动人心弦,不管离开了多久这声音依旧在我海中停滞,给了我回味思念的力量。
而那同时也意识到这是小时候我最爱听的歌之一,当时的我深信不疑世界是美好到令人惊艷绝无二例,而今我却遗忘了当初的初衷。甚至可以说初衷死了,没入那最深邃的眼眸底。听着听着我感觉从喉中发出了抹声音,来自于自己的声音,我缓缓开口唱着,配合着哥哥的旋律,我唱着,唱着,泪又流了下了,又滑落了几滴感动的泪珠,又笑得更灿烂。
──终于在十六岁的那年我学会了哭泣,也因此,我变得很爱哭泣,很爱哭泣。真的很爱。